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November 26, 2013


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Sometimes I am very happy
I feel so anxious
I feel that i can do things that sound impossible
I feel so imperative that costs me a lot relax me

Sometimes I feel very depressed
I feel so empty and lost
My brain just tells me to kill myself and that hurt me
I feel so tired that I can hardly get out of my bed

And the only thing I can say is I'm sorry
I'm sorry to be a burden to all
I'm sorry to be so irritable
I'm sorry to hurt myself
I'm sorry to be me
I'm sorry to hurt my family, friends, etc.
But this is not my fault
All this is because of my illness

I'm not a monster
I'm not crazy
I'm not a freak
I'm just ill
Well friends today I bring this small literature, during these days eh been reading about bipolar disorder and I wanted to write like a bipolar person feels.

The truth bipolar disorder and schizophrenia are almost similar so based on what I feel
Bueno amigos hoy les traigo esta pequeña pero gran literatura que yo escribe, durante estos dias eh estado leyendo sobre el trastorno bipolar y quize escribir como se siente una persona bipolar.

La verdad el trastorno bipolar y la esquizofrenia son casi similares asi que me base en como yo me siento 
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psychosquatch Featured By Owner Nov 14, 2014
I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder,as well as many other mental illnesses. I know I put my family through hell, and I am truly sorry for that. Thing is, all the treatments that did anything whatsoever seemed to only make me more violent/angry/hyper/suicidal etc. It really makes me wonder if I would have at least been able to function had I been left to my own devices, rather than forced help. I am better now, after avoiding treatment for the past ten years, but I'm still messed up. The question is, is it my fault or theirs?
M155-B3h4v3 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Hi there

I would really love to feature this on My Blog

Please could you give me a shout and let me know if you're interested.

AndreaSemiramis Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ok and Sure you can put this in your blog :)
M155-B3h4v3 Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
This piece is also now featured on my blog. Many thanks
Gentle-Shadow Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Exactly what I am .... ILL.
DarkShadeStar Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Student Writer
If only it was this simple...
artgirl26 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Student General Artist
I know how you feel I'm like that everyday some time, but you have to keep going on.Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) 
AndreaSemiramis Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I agree with you,everybody have to keep moving forward :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) 
artgirl26 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Student General Artist
Cool!!!Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Butterflies Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Butterflies 
1TrollSniper1 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013   Traditional Artist
Don't feel out of hope. Even if you have an illness you still can turn things around by working to improve it. 
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