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Sometimes I am very happy
I feel so anxious
I feel that i can do things that sound impossible
I feel so imperative that costs me a lot relax me

Sometimes I feel very depressed
I feel so empty and lost
My brain just tells me to kill myself and that hurt me
I feel so tired that I can hardly get out of my bed

And the only thing I can say is I'm sorry
I'm sorry to be a burden to all
I'm sorry to be so irritable
I'm sorry to hurt myself
I'm sorry to be me
I'm sorry to hurt my family, friends, etc.
But this is not my fault
All this is because of my illness

I'm not a monster
I'm not crazy
I'm not a freak
I'm just ill
Well friends today I bring this small literature, during these days eh been reading about bipolar disorder and I wanted to write like a bipolar person feels.

The truth bipolar disorder and schizophrenia are almost similar so based on what I feel
Bueno amigos hoy les traigo esta pequeña pero gran literatura que yo escribe, durante estos dias eh estado leyendo sobre el trastorno bipolar y quize escribir como se siente una persona bipolar.

La verdad el trastorno bipolar y la esquizofrenia son casi similares asi que me base en como yo me siento 
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DarkShadeStar Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Student Writer
If only it was this simple...
artgirl26 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Student General Artist
I know how you feel I'm like that everyday some time, but you have to keep going on.Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) 
AndreaSemiramis Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I agree with you,everybody have to keep moving forward :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) Hatsune Miku-16 (Cheer) 
artgirl26 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2013  Student General Artist
Cool!!!Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Butterflies Llama Emoji-23 (Shyness) [V1] Butterflies 
1TrollSniper1 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013   Traditional Artist
Don't feel out of hope. Even if you have an illness you still can turn things around by working to improve it. 
AndreaSemiramis Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks :hug:
BlindEyeTwist Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013
I am not diagnosed with bipolar disorder or anything, but I feel like I can really relate to that text - should I worry?

anyway, you did an awesome job here :)
AndreaSemiramis Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Well, if you have some symptoms of bipolar disorder, I ask that fence to see a psychiatrist or psychologist for help

And thanks :hug:
BlindEyeTwist Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2013
my pleasure :hug:
LMW-Creations Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
For me personally, this is so close to the true thing... If you've studied bipolar disorder enough, you'd known that there's different stages. I'm at a lower stage so the hurting and putting an end don't come to my mind... But every other thing in this writing is written perfectly. When I read your description I was shocked that it sounded as if you weren't actually bipolar... Just perspective writing. Wow.
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